Table of Contents - K
Knowing About and Being
Knowledge in Service
Q. I have been walking alone for years. This is because I know too much; I know things that could open people's eyes so wide...
A. You may well possess a greater-than-usual level of remembrance and understanding. However, on a planet as dark and unique as Earth you will need to (re)learn how to deliver what you know to the right ones at the right time and in the right way, otherwise you will be persecuted or misunderstood at best.
Q. ...If I were to bring out into the open these things that I know now, the people whom I sought to help would squish me like a bug. That wouldn't help anyone...
A. If they were able to squish you, then you would be getting in the way (of Spirit). Nothing can touch divine Love.
Q. ...The things I know can help so much and I want to do them yesterday.
A. It is prudent to remember that the road to hell is paved with good intentions. Unless you reconnect with the Living Body that is the Christ-Hierarchy, and therefore make contact with Living Wisdom (which is a divine Sphere of Being), you will be able to do nothing to help this world. Having said that, even if you do establish divine contact, casting pearls before swine is never wise. Most people in this world are quite terrified of the Truth.
Q. I still feel like I don't have the truth to give humanity.
A. Your lack of true Knowledge (Gnosis, the Knowledge of God) is the problem here, for without it the head will not be perfectly aligned with the sincere and open heart, and dangers and pitfalls await the zealous lover of humanity.
Since it is a more commercial book, the liberating Gnosis is only hinted at in our public writings, for the vast majority of people on Earth today - including most starseeds/walk-ins - are actually not ready to receive it, even in its written form.
Our third and most uncompromising book - is not given to many. In the past its dynamic revelations were only offered to Initiates who had earned the privilege by passing grueling trials, often over numerous lifetimes.
However, and since we are now in the last days for this cycle, the undistorted Gnosis has reappeared in this world (as it always does at the end of world epochs) together with the "very select" who are charged with its discerning distribution to those with eyes to see and hearts to understand.
Q. At times I do have the truth to give others. I will feel filled with energy and can tell people whatever they need and it makes me happy to do so, but at other times I feel drained and their ignorance angers me and makes me feel and think: no wonder humanity is about to wipe itself out, maybe that's best in order to give the planet a break!
A. The latter attitude of which you speak is a very diluted expression of The Sword (divine Will), which is moving closer to this world due to humanity's habitual refusal to purify its heart and really listen to the urgings of Love and of Truth. New-age style lip-service is certainly not enough. Soon, Love will be withdrawn from this world temporarily in order to allow Will to step in. After the dust has settled, Christ-Love will then reappear (because it can) and will make its home here on Earth once again, recreating an Eden.