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Offending
Personalities
Opposing Forces
Q. I know that your criticism is well-intended and constructive, and that you consider me to be worthy of your attention and time. But the burning fire of your integrity and uncompromising view on almost everything and your unrelenting focus on the divine mission of the Group-Avatar is not easy to take on the human/personal level.
A. Understood. It is not our preference to offend personalities with our uncompromising and disciplined approach. Yet as we see the portal of opportunity closing for humanity in this round (due to its focus upon illusion and not the Solution), we are ever impelled from within to offer the naked truth as we see it. It is time to resolutely crunch all the egg-shells from under our feet, to sound the Call without affectation, and so offer humanity (and slumbering Servers) the very real spiritual opportunity of their Final Liberation from the fields of darkness. If we were to compromise, then we would be in danger of becoming like the vast majority of other pseudo-religious and new age groups who often underestimate the need of the hour as they pander to spiritual egotism. I hope that you will, therefore, understand and accept the unyielding focus of the inner group. Most people run away from the laser-beam of uncompromising spiritual Will and Love, demonstrating that they are not yet ready to be a part of the One Divine Work. Yet there are positions in the outer circles where any sincere person may labor according to his or her propensity and level of consciousness.
Our group is but one tiny outpost for the New Spirit, but "at the time of the Second Coming, the Christ will come in POWER." - Jesus. Consequently, you may wish to regard our energy as a very much stepped-down version of the divine Force that is about to be released in this world. Consider this: if you are already struggling today with just a consecrated personality such as myself, then how will you fare against the full brunt of the New Spirit when it descends? Please know that it is your divine Spark with which we seek to connect, and it knows not intimidation. Also, it is your divine Spark that is requesting us to give our attention to you via your personality.
I would suggest that if at any time the naked Truth becomes overwhelming for you, simply tune out (if you can and if your soul allows it). But please never forget that we love you and are impelled to do our duty to you as a soul. There is much destruction that needs to take place with regard to the world-ego before the divine Love of the Christ-Consciousness can enter our planetary spheres. Shiva (the Destroyer) must come before Vishnu (the Preserver or Love) and Brahma (the Creator). Please ponder on this.
If your soul withdraws from engaging with us, then you will find that we will retreat from you, but not before. Today the Law of Free Will (at least for Servers) is very exacting, and is being obeyed by those who see and know at soul-levels, not so much at the level of the temporal personality which is about to be shed (or recycled) by the fiery power of the New Spirit.
It takes complete detachment from all personality sentimentalities for a person to be a stone in the pyramidal Temple that constitutes a part of the 'New Jerusalem'. There can be no compromise in a divine Work.
Q. There seems to be a constant flux of energy pulling me off my path everyday. When I try to do something that is relative to succeeding, I keep forgetting what I am supposed to do. For example, I will walk into the next room and not know why I went there. But when I stop trying to do what is right and instead concede to partake in the mundane and meaningless activities that everyone is addicted to, things then seem to go fine...
A. Yes, we also experience this much of the time, and having investigated it we therefore we understand the occult dynamics behind it. The solution is to hold the mind steady in the light and to never lose an uncompromising vertical focus (consecration). "Thy Will be done, not mine." And, if possible, to spend as much time with others of like mind and heart.
Q. ...Whenever I start to act on what I want to do, I run into walls. The other day when I was driving the car, suddenly I was attacked by something. It made me grit my teeth and drive like a maniac in the wrong direction. I had to fight it and I eventually got the car turned around. The symptoms I felt were similar to that described by mind control victims who have been attacked by radio frequency waves in the ultra sound level...
A. You are evidently being targeted by undivine intelligences from the astral/mental planes. These entities can access and manipulate your surface bodies to various degrees, depending on the psycho-emotional patterns there. Perhaps you have already read the following advice in Servers of the Divine Plan:
Negative (or
positive) thoughts and emotions (thought-forms) which are aimed at
another person may only make a significant or
long-term impression upon the intended recipient if in the aura of that
individual there exists matter
capable of responding sympathetically to the character of the directed
energy. In the case where a thought-form is
outside the range within which a person's aura is capable of
resonating, the thought-form rebounds from it with a
force proportional to the energy with which it was originally
projected. Hence the truism that a pure mind and heart
are the best protection against inimical assaults of thought and
feeling, for a pure mind and heart will construct
mental and emotional vehicles of fine and subtle materials, and such an
aura will not respond to vibrations which
require coarse and dense matter in order to express themselves. It is
not difficult, then, to understand why all
Servers would do well to recall these basic occult facts upon their
Earthly mission today.
Q. ...Also, I don't know who to trust around me. I mean it! There are people suddenly trying to influence me into doing things that seem right but I can feel that something is wrong. People waste a lot of my time...
A. The opposing forces will utilize any and all physically-embodied 'friends' and acquaintances of yours in order to hold you back from going the Path.
Q. I am getting seriously pissed off! Who is messing with me!?...
A. This is exactly the kind of negative reaction that the opposing forces - working on you from the hidden side of life - want you to have! In getting 'pissed off' and so in creating resistance, you are helping to open even more doorways to the lower realms, and do not think that the enemy of Life will lose any time in possessing your vehicles at any level it can. The real Armageddon is within.
Q. ...Can you give me any idea who around me doesn't want me to remember who I am, and who is distracting me from what I am supposed to be doing?...
A. We call him Lucifer, but this is but a convenient personification of collective ignorance and evil. There are many consciously-evil minds who seek to hold back the current of the New Spirit on Earth. They can and do work through all egos.
It appears that you
have, in previous lifetimes, wrought some undesirable karmic bindings
with sundry undivine entities.
Q. How is it possible to recognize those who are here on Earth to serve the powers of darkness?
A. Just like the true Servers of the Divine Plan, members of the opposing forces are also camouflaged today to the eyes of most. They are preparing for the final battle: Armageddon, and do not wish to be seen. Hence they do not manifest unintelligent evil, e.g., anger, hatred, fear, tangible vampirism, etc.
Remember always that the brothers of shadow are very cunning indeed, since they have had eons of practice in this world. In fact, they have already been fooling you (together with nearly 6 billion other human beings) for much of your present lifetime. This fact will become clearer to you as you walk the Path.
The only way to know for sure who is who, is by checking with one's own purified heart. Vibration speaks louder than words.
Q. Since I began thinking and aspiring in a new way after studying your writings, I have observed an increase in psychic attack. Is this normal?
A. If you are now attracting the attention of the opposing forces, you must be beginning to pose a threat to their agenda, which means, of course, that you are at last moving towards discovering the true Path. The degree to which individuals have encounters with the forces of darkness may be an indication of how far they are along the Way.
Q. I am noticing that since I became inspired by the Gnosis and consequently dedicated myself to going the Path and doing the Work, my wife is becoming more difficult, moody and demanding. Is there a correlation here? And should I make concessions in what I want to do in order to appease my wife's desires?
A. Never underestimate the divine nature of the Work to which you are now involved. The opposing forces will try any way they can to hold you back and to prevent you from realizing your spiritual potential and so also your purpose on Earth at this time. Since they reside chief ly upon the lower astral and mental planes, they can see clairvoyantly all your weak points and so know exactly where, when and how to attack you, and which incarnated personalities to use to thwart you. They may even try to get to you through your children. This is why many children are like mischievous imps some of the time. If we resided amidst clean ethers on a pure planet, our children would be like cherubs from the start, and with wise parenting, they would mature into adult angels and saints. Such was the original plan for humanity in the fallen Garden of Eden long ago.
With regard to your second question: in order to make the right decision, you must make it not for yourself. To the best of your ability you must make your decision in light of what is best for the greater good. Such an expanded and inclusive regard will allow you to see more clearly, and therefore be more likely to make the right decision.
Q. It seems to me, then, that my wife will have to make a clear choice on this as well, for I sense that there cannot be friction and opposition on her part against my chosen spiritual vocation.
A. Better that she searches her own motives completely first (and you should scrutinize her motivating impulses, also). It would be expedient for you to open the door of opportunity for her but not to reveal too much to her until she is truly ready. This means that her attitude must be sincere and humble. Any trace of selfishness constitutes a tiny vortex or portal in the auric field through which dark intelligences will definitely work to prevent spiritual progress. If anyone who has yet to establish the right attitude attempts to approach the Inner Sanctum, results could be calamitous, not least for the unprepared aspirant themselves, for divine force will not benefit the impure but will only serve to arouse one's lower passions and fears, most often before one is ready to deal with them appropriately.
You are about to meet with a great test, and you will not pass if you have any attachments to the illusory world of personality. You must care for naught but the Truth and God's Will. Everything that you have ever believed and professed (spiritually-speaking) must be tested before the way ahead becomes clear for you and before you can truly contribute toward the work of Christ. Your greatest weakness is personality-identification (your own and those of others).
Remember always that the greatest and most lasting treasures are oft unearthed within the dragon's lair. Depending on the purity and intensity of your devotion to God, many ancient friends can be there with you to help battle the great tempter together. Just look up in earnest and you will find a helping hand outstretched and waiting to help you along the Way. The final encounter, however, must be faced alone. There is nothing to fear. The dark night of the soul is but a mote of dust in a Universe of Glory.