Q. I know so much from within; so much data! Maybe my path lies alone, it has been for 25 years. Whenever I have tried to help anyone it has caused the opposite.
A. There is a good reason for this, but until you are receptive to the Gnosis (Truth) you will necessarily remain unillumined as to what is helpful and what is not. Today there are many - MANY - blind men in the valley of the shadow of death, and this is the predicament, too, for the vast majority of spiritual aspirants in the spiritual supermarket - worldwide. It takes great courage, selfless dedication, very unusual clarity and an uncompromising vertical focus to walk the Path of Sanctification and so actually justify one's existence in the fallen universe (not to mention to transcend it, which is the sole purpose of all human incarnation on Earth). Few - very few indeed - succeed.
SEEK AND YOU SHALL FIND. Grapple with psychic noise, however; become enamored with anything less than Truth, and you will flounder in the days leading up to the Harvest Time. Only one who has gained access to the Ark of Christ can truly Help another, for it is Christ that does the real inner Work.
Q. Since I have a natural disposition to help others on a personal level, would it be advisable for me to work as I see fit, even though this work may differ from your own? Surely I can do my work while you do yours?
A. When the Truth is seen together, hearts are united. For a person to merely compliment another and express personal gratitude but remain in separation, "doing my work while you do yours," does not demonstrate right response to the Call; neither does it express Right Understanding or readiness to unite in Christ. It does not demonstrate unity consciousness or a truly seeking attitude. To serve others as personalities is actually a disservice because what we focus upon grows, and the personality - the ego-self - must begin to die in order to give birth to the living soul-state, and to go the Path.
Q. Have you found that most Servers must sever ties with loved ones who are still bound to the physical (for example, where motorcycles, cars and houses are still important), even though they may have an understanding of the spiritual, yet are not yet ready to step onto the Path?
A. Right understanding reveals itself in Action. Each and every lesser tie must be severed and the minotaur of materiality slain in order that we may follow Ariadne's golden thread all the way out of the labyrinth. However, under the Law of Sacrifice the candidate for Liberation must genuinely wish to do this and for the right reasons; it cannot be an imposed ideal in order to gain freedom for self.
Q. Is a Server required to live in poverty, or may a Server surround themselves with God's beauty and bounty (without being attached to any of it, of course). It would appear to me to be a lot easier to serve others if one wasn't always worrying about paying the rent, affording decent food, putting gas in the car. Am I being stupid in asking these questions? I know you have told us that a Server must release all attachments to the mundane, but what does that really mean? If I give everything and am out in the street begging, how am I to serve in the capacity of financier for the group?
A. May I suggest that you do not give much attention to these things. Keep your focus true and spiritual, and let the lesser (material) things take care of themselves.
If you own and live in a mansion and are comfortable there, there is no sense in selling everything and creating upheaval in your life just so that you can feed the poor! Magdalene's attitude when anointing Jesus' feet with oil is the right attitude to have in this Work.
When divine-contact is permanently established through a spiritualized life of selfless service, it is the same whether we are rich materially or poor. The things of the Earth will fade and disappear. Enjoy them while you have them as long as such enjoyment does not distract you from listening, hearing and obeying your own Soul.
Q. A little assistance here, please, and forgive me if I appear naive and stupid. Would that I had C's pure grace and unspoiled spirit. But this soul's been around the horn several million times, and has come out something of a warrior who just wants to charge ahead and slash through all the New Age crap. Mother Theresa we're not, except maybe on Thursdays!
A. Does this mean that we can only work together on Thursdays, then?
Each Server, like Tigger in Winnie the Pooh, can only do the best he can at what he does best. We must not overstretch or overestimate ourselves as personalities, but remember always that we are a part of a greater group, a group soul.
There are so many imperfections in the world of personality. That is why if we keep our focus Godward whenever we can - being mindful in recollection of Reality and the Goal - we remain true to Life and ourselves. When we focus upon the personal or other personal selves - which commercial and social interactions influence us to do - our consciousness becomes more deeply imprisoned in the matrix. Everyone is affected/infected and essentially controlled by the consciousness of death on this planet, which is also the consciousness of separation. A spiritual focus opens the Way before us. The personality, with all its self-created anxieties, disappears, and then Love shows us the Door which is everywhere around and within. An awareness is then born that, free from the tethers of the fallen self, realizes that only Truth and Purpose remains. There comes a great Peace with serving the Divine Plan in earnest that bestows strength and fortitude.
Q. I have practiced certain shamanistic traditions and taken maybe 60 ayahuasca trips. This enabled me to deeply cleanse my mind and emotions, and I would recommend this path to anyone who is intelligent and pure in motive.
A. Did you ever consider that while we have all heard of Christian saints, Islamic luminaries, Buddhist seers, Judaic prophets, Hermetic masters, etc., it appears that there never has been a shamanic saint, a Wiccan saint or, for that matter, and so as not to leave out the New Age people, a 'merkabah-breathing' saint either!
While psychedelic substances may serve to give a glimpse into higher worlds, they only open doorways into the psychic sphere, and for many people such glimpses are premature and may result in neurosis or even psychosis. Too much use of psychedelic substances will damage the auric field. No person ever attained the Goal of Liberation through the use of psychedelics.
Q. The Shamanic journey work popped me through the veil, so to speak...the integration continues to this moment. I have worked with many people since my apprenticeship ended; this form of work is not for just anybody, but for the sincere of heart who wish to clear out the old programs from the unconscious. It is simply a tool that allows an individual to access 'hyperspace' and feel the state of non-separation, even if for only a moment...
A. But there is a much quicker, safer and more joyous way to 'integrate' the Christ-Consciousness, which is, of course, the One Goal of all fallen souls. Are you ready?
Q. Banasteriopsis Caapi (ahayuasca, 'the vine of the soul') is a powerful and healing teacher and guide if used appropriately and with an awakened facilitator.
A. But it does not give Liberation. If
it did, or even if it were truly helpful on the Path, then all the
Avatars, Masters and saints would have prescribed it.
Cling not to the things of this world. There are an infinite number of illusions in Lucifer's domain; many of them quite dazzling and sensational, but none of them lead out of the matrix of duality; all of them lead us more deeply into the illusion. Thus far you have travelled the long and tortuous road of 'neti, neti'. Are you not tired and sick to death of striving, fighting and struggling?
Q. I am clairsentient and clairaudient, with developing clairvoyance. In the ayahuasca state, the clairvoyance is opened quite profoundly, and I have experienced what you speak of.
A. Psychotropics open the third eye, often prematurely. However, true and holy experience is rare with such substance (the psychoactive alkaloids that are made from the fallen matter of the fallen world) unless the aspirant is ready for it. This depends upon the state of the heart.
Q. All plant medicines are allies and teachers, and are for the purging of dross from the unconscious. Thus ayahuasca is known as 'La Purga'. These plants are of the Earth Mother Herself and have been in place for eons to facilitate the healing of Her and Her human children. They have been a part of all Mystery School initiations from the beginning of linear time here in this world.
A. Not true Gnostic Mystery Schools; transfigurists seek God's vine of the Soul, the ever-living Fig Tree. They, therefore, compromise not.
While psychedelics may afford a person an insight into his own mind and emotions (and therefore open the possibility for catharsis), THEY DO NOT LEAD TO LIBERATION. What you do not seem to have grasped is that if we make contact with the Christine Radiatory Field, we may watch all of our defilements dissolve as we attain divine-contact. All in one go! However, if we believe that we first require to heal our personality vehicles by lesser, longer methods, then that will be our reality. But it is not the True Path.
Q. Please see where you might be in judgement of the Earth Mother's plants and herbs.
A. Plants or anything outside the divine Soul: the immanent Christ do not lead to Liberation. No judgement, just fact.
Q. Use your 3rd eye abilities to see where you and I have tracked together through simultaneous time together, including the shamanic ingestion of mead in our Druid co-operation. As you know, the Christ is known as the Arch Druid.
A. You and I do not exist in Reality. Why do you seek to maintain your separate self and, indeed, other separate selves by your way of thinking? Do you not realize how this perpetuates the Great Lie in your consciousness?
Q. In any case, I stopped using ayahuasca after about 60 trips.
A. I am glad that you have chosen to drop pychedelics, since they have already damaged your vehicles while anchoring you into certain unwholesome levels and enitities of the psychic plane. Generally speaking, one trip with ayahuasca should be enough!
Q. Who are the other unholy entities that have taken an interest in me? Who are you talking about?
A. The 'who' of it is neither here nor there. Evil is evil is evil. If you were to become involved in the 'who' of it, you would never find your way out of the illusion of death, for there are an infinite number of 'whos' in Lucifer's labyrinth. In seeking the 'who' of it, you will not find the key to the Door that leads Home.
If you were to seek out the 'who' of your entities and defeat them, twenty-one more 'whos' would be ready to take their place. Evil cannot be snuffed out by the I. The I is a part of the dualistic illusion in which evil is one half!
Do consider, won't you, why Jesus warned: Resist not evil!
In order to wrest yourself free of your present predicament, it is imperative that you apply a fundamental reversal in your thinking and way of seeing, otherwise things will get worse in this time of acceleration.
Q. I liked what you replied recently to the question 'Who are you?': "I am precisely what you perceive me to be, and there is nothing I can do to change that!" I would like to use that statement in my own life, if that is okay with you?
A. When we recognize a truth, it becomes our very own. Such is the grace of the divine Intelligence within the universal Mind "in whom we live and move and have our being", as the old commentary goes.
Therefore, you need never ask me if you can use anything I ever say or write.
However, I would be
neglecting my duty to you and the world if I did not advise you to be
very careful about merely repeating certain things of spiritual
veracity before first fully understanding the inner meaning for
yourself. This is how our scriptures get corrupted, and how false
teachers arise.
Since you evidently understood my previous comment, then it is now yours to share with others.
By the way, if you do not share with others the precious spiritual gems that you will discover along the path of life, then one day you will find that you have lost them.
Remember always, Love and Truth are mighty paradoxes; we must give them away if we would retain them.